Trixie Dust

I learned how to pray today

I know, that sounds absolutly insane. Daddy always taught
me not to nag, and if i do i wont get what I want. Not to
ask constantly over and over for the same thing. But thats
what he wants, he wants us to get closer to him. Ive
always seen God, as, you know, above me. Like, i need to
beg and beg for his forgiveness, but hes my friend, i can
talk to him like hes a person. Thats what I did today, I
dont know how, but pastor roger praying with us helped. It
was cool, and like, i realized i can talk to God like hes
my friend, my best friend. I feel so much freer, lighter.
Its so awesome. And to think, i learned this from a movie
i kept nodding off to and from Pastor Roger. Man, is God
good.

Lol. Wanna hear the funniest thing? Josh said 'son of a
biscuit eater!' That was funny, but the 'God has dandruff
and it itches' just made me laugh so hard i almost fell
over. Thats great. Thats just great.

Yeah, alot is going wrong. But you know what, its going to
be okay. Its all in Gods plan. I feel whole
again... 'when the world around you crumbles, he will be
strong he will be strong'...

For The Moments I Feel Faint

Am I at the point of no improvement? What of the death I
still dwell in? I try to excel, but I feel no movement. Can
I be free of this unreleasable sin? Never underestimate my
Jesus. You're telling me that there's no hope. I'm telling
you, you're wrong. Never underestimate my Jesus. When the
world around you crumbles, he will be strong. He will be
strong. I throw up my hands. "Oh, the impossibilities."
Frustrated and tired, where do I go from here? Now I'm
searching for the confidence I've lost so willingly.
Overcoming these obstacles is overcoming my fears. I think
I can't, I think I can't. But, I think you can, I think you
can. I think I can't, I think I can't. But, I think you
can, I think you can. Gather my insufficiencies and place
them in your hands. Place them in your hands. Place them in
your hands.

-Relient K

Whats so amazing, is that song came on right as I said
that. Wow.

Anyways, I gatta go.

Matt, i love you more than words could say
Marie, huggles, i love you too
Jesus- thank you so much for your patience.

-*Laters*-