Just a girl.

My So Called Life.
2002-01-16 04:43:21 (UTC)

My So Called Life.

Okay, well let's start with my NON EXISTING LOVE LIFE!
You'd think since I don't have a love life, it couldn't
cause me that much trouble, right? Well, I guess I've got
it all wrong!
Well.....here goes! I hafta start by saying I have the
MOST ENORMOUS CRUSH on my friend Scottie. I met him at my
job, Tumbleweed (need the weed? hee hee). When I first met
him, I didn't really give him a second though. You know,
he's kinda CUTE, but nothing to DIE for! But the longer we
worked together the closer we got! We became REALLY good
friends! I'd even go as far as to say that he's one of MY
BEST guy friends! After awhile I started to think about how
it would be if we were more than just friends! But
then.......STOP! What was I thinkin?! We are just friends!
Plus he had a girlfriend which was running on TWO YEARS!!!
And for a girl like me, that is lucky to go on a second
date with somebody, 2 years is FOREVER!!!! And I am NOT a
home recker! HA! So of course, I kept my feelings to
myself.
But one fine day came and they broke up! WOOHOO! I have
never been more happy to see a couple break up! But the sad
look on his face made me want to call cupid up and tell him
to get goin! Of course, I never got the courage to tell him
that whenever I saw him my stomache felt wishy washy or
that he was the ONLY reason I stayed at the restaurant from
HELL tumbleweed!
But, I'll leave it at that and save the rest for the
next entry. I'd love to hear from somebody, it's kinda
lonely talkin to myself. Later, miracris




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