ashley

writings on the wall
2002-01-15 15:07:31 (UTC)

gangbang...yes? or no?

finally got a mail from Stanley, explaining his
behaviour. he said that he doesn't know why he was
avoiding me but he feels that it's a natural thing to do.
what kinda crap explanation is that?

i told him that i want to learn surfing when i go to
Australia and he agreed that it's a good thing. i really
hope that i am not taking it up because of him. maybe it's
a good thing that my first bf is an asshole so i won't
have high expectations when it comes to r'ships. another
thing would be not always comparing my future bfs with
Stanley.

was chatting with Louis online just now. he was
thinking of a foursome which will involve Chris, him, me
and another friend. i was like "what?" i mean, i am so new
to this sex stuff and here he is suggesting that we have a
foursome, which consists of 2 guys i hardly know. a one-
night-stand had already took up a lot of my guts but a
foursome?

i seriously don't know if my body can take it. 3
cocks and i have only one pussy. maybe i still have a
mouth and an asshole, but i know i suck at blowjobs!

Keane thinks that this is a gangbang and not a foursome. i
somehow have to agree with that. he thinks that i should not be
doing this and i think so too. i mean, what if things go wrong and i
want to chicken out and they won't let me? what will happen to me
then?




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