the one who got away

lost somewhere inside of me
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2002-01-15 03:00:38 (UTC)

learning process

when im awfully low
when the world is cold
i will feel a glow
just thinking of you
and the way you look tonight

just once i would like for that fairy tale to come true
for my prince to come riding up on his white horse and
rescue me.....i love how i find the only guys in the world
that seem to take me for granted...i was talking to a guy
friend of mine the other day --Alan-- and we were just
shooting the breeze about how we always seem to get shit on
(excuse the language for those of you that know me im
trying not to have to use that vocabulary)but maybe im just
looking at this from the wrong perspective...i can only
have so many relationships go bad before i actually am
blessed with the one that will last me for eternity right?

or maybe i just need to quit looking and wait for another
one to fall into my lap..heh i would love it for a guy to
fall into my lap..but anyway
my point is that i am always complaining and spilling my
sob stories but what doesnt help me i
figure i will try my best to keep an open mind and my
thoughts on the positive road ahead

i love you all