Visions Of Life
2002-01-15 00:22:08 (UTC)

Its All Coming Back..

I was a fool for thinking I would actually be allowed to be
happy for longer then a day.. But such is life...

Last night was good.. Felt a lil sick but I was happy.. This
morning was good.. Tho I was so shaky and feverish that I
had trouble moving and sleeping... This afternoon.. The
first time I woke up.. around 2:30, I felt sad. I felt
abandonned and Im not sure why.. Got a call around 3:30ish..
was happy for like 5 minutes then fell asleep.. Woke around
5 and now just want to be left alone.. People suck.. Why do
I even bother being social.. Time to slip back into a