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2002-01-14 20:09:32 (UTC)

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I am soo happy.....I got to slap a guys but that i really
like last night at work.......He is soo hot i can't stop
thinking about it......I soo badley want to break up with
my boyfriend.......He is really annoying plus i want to go
out with another one of my friends but i don't think he
has as many feelings for me as i have for him.......That
really sucks for once in my life i would like for a guy to
have as many feelings for me as i have for
them.............Why can't it ever be like that........I have been
trying to work things out with my dad but that will never
work............I am soo depressed lately........Hardley
anything makes me happy anymore..........I know i am
not pretty and never will be i just wish i could get a guy
who didn't beat on me and who respected me for
me.....I hate trying to be someone i am not.........I just
want to crawl into a cave and die just once......Maybe i
will someday but maybe i will just die instead of
crawling into a cave............Sometime i feel like my day
will never end.........Talking to my guy friend last night i
realized that i will never bee good enough for him.....I
will never meet his standards......That sucks............Ohh
well that's just my luck........I got to goo right now i am
sitting in class and the bell's going to ring.......

Kelli


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