Bossy

pinkerbrown
2002-01-14 20:07:21 (UTC)

1/14/02

Yeah, today was pretty lame...i hate riding the bus
home more than anything. Man, i need to turn in my payment
for chorus. I'm not so sure if i wanna go to atlanta now,
but i might as well. I've been there before, and i don't
remember thinking anything negative about it, so whatever.
I need to go to Boston next weekend...to see Diana Noelle,
luke, julie, stacie and dave. Stacie just got a guitar so
she wants me to teach her some stuff. Hey there, i play
bass. oh well. I've been wondering when she was coming
down, but going up there's better anyways. They used to be
petrified when they flew, and it would only be worse now,
so i'm glad i'm going.
Yeah, so those are my plans for next weekend. Nothing
else to do right? hmm. Yesterday Emily and I saw "A
Beautiful Mind" -really really good. Well, i enjoyed it. We
were the only ones under the age of thirty in the theater,
but that just made in even more fun. We told this guy that
tried to sit next to her that our friend Sarah was sitting
there, it was so freg funny. But then he came and sat next
to me, so i was like whatever man. He and his wife just
like, made noises while they were eating their popcorn the
whole time. I'm sorry but IF i ever get married (IF) then
the relationship is so not going to turn boring. I'm so not
going to marry someone who bores me. but ANYWAYS, it was a
real good movie about a genius who had no social skills
whatsoever, and one of his students become interested in
him, and they date and at first it's just platonic dates
and then it turns into more than that (which is the way to
go!) and then they get married, but he's still obsessed
with work, then you find out he's a skitzo and its great.
There were these really disturbing parts, like he was
looking for a chip that had been implanted in his arm, and
he cut up his arm with his nails (which were disgustingly
long) and it was gross. Then when they found out he was
skitzofrenic (sp?) and they have these treatments he comes
to five times a week and they inject him with stuff and he
has sezures and i almost threw up because sezures seroiusly
scare me. I am not scared by anything, but sezures are
scary. i think it's horrible to see something wrong with
someone you love and you can't help them. I hate that
feeling. SO I DONT LOVE ANYONE. but leroy of course. hm yea
well anyways.
Oooooh, Scott emailed me other day! he's doing well! I
was very happy to hear from him, for a while there i was
afraid we lost touch. But no, of course not. Man, it's
ridiculous the hate i still feel for Delia. Thats absurd,
but i can't help it. Lol. That was such a long time ago,
almost two years. I do miss him alot.
So about the script Alicia and I are writing...It's
pulling together quite nicely, but i do beleive that the
only reason why WE find it funny is because WE wrote it,
and it's about people WE know. I think perhaps this will
just be a practice-type thing, and we'll do whatever with
what else we do.
That's about all that happened today. But poor Jeremy,
he's so in love with Apryl. There is nothing in the world
worse than that. That is the worst feeling in the entire
world. I don't know if i even loved Scott or Mike, but it
doesn't matter, because that still got pretty bad. I so am
more comfortable with the boyfriends i couldn't care less
about. That's so bad and immature, but i hate getting hurt.
I really don't like going out with people. They always end
up leaving, no matter what they said in the beggining. Poor
Jeremy.




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