Christy

SuperWoman
2002-01-14 06:15:49 (UTC)

I am a lez

When I say that I cringe. Not because it is gross...but
because I can't help thinking about her. I smile...out of
the blue...just because I can see her. This weekend, was
one that will change me forever. With a guy...it only lasts
awhile and then you have to stop and wait for him. With me
and Jess...it just went on and on for hours until we were
so exahusted that we ended up falling asleep (usually
bottemless or topless) next to eachother. I love how wet
she gets when I play with her...when I find the spot on her
body that makes her quiver...it makes me wet knowing that I
am doing it. Knowing I have made someone feel good...like
how she has made me feel. The song "Red Stroke" by Garth
Brooks reminds me of her. Talking about pasion being
uncagged and all.

Moonlight and canvas, midnight and wine
Two shadows started to softly combine
The picture they’re painting is one of the heart
And to those who have seen it, it’s a true work of art

Oh, the red stroke, passions uncaged
Thundering moments of tenderless rage
Whoa, the red stroke, tapered and strong
Burning the night like the dawn

Steam on the wind, salt in her kiss
Two hearts have never pounded like this
Inspired by a vision that they can command
Erasing the borders with each brush of the hand

Oh, the red strokes, passions uncaged
Thundering moments of tenderless rage
Whoa, the red stroke, tapered and strong
Burning the night like the dawn

(Instrumental)

Oh but blues will be blue and the jealousies green
But when love picks its shade it demands to be seen

Oh, the red strokes, passions uncaged
Thundering moments of tenderless rage
Whoa, the red stroke, fearlessly drawn
Burning the night like the dawn

Oh, the red stroke, passions uncaged
Thundering moments of tenderless rage
Whoa, the red stroke, fearlessly drawn
Burning the night like the dawn

Steam on the wind, salt in her kiss
Two hearts have never pounded like this.


"The Dance" also reminds me of her because I would never
give up a moment with her if it was the last. I will love
her every moment like it is the last because I am so scared
of loosing her to someone else.

Looking back on the memory of
The dance we shared 'neath the stars alone
For a moment all the world was right
How could I have known that you'd ever say goodbye

And now I'm glad I didn't know
The way it all would end the way it all would go
Our lives are better left to chance I could have missed the
pain
But I'd of had to miss the dance

Holding you I held everything
For a moment wasn't I a king
But if I'd only known how the king would fall
Hey who's to say you know I might have chanced it all

And now I'm glad I didn't know
The way it all would end the way it all would go
Our lives are better left to chance I could have missed the
pain
But I'd of had to miss the dance

Yes my life is better left to chance
I could have missed the pain but I'd of had to miss the
dance


I would dance with her all night and all day...I would
touch her all night and all day...if it was her last. Just
to be a part of her makes me happy. Right now I am on the
verge of tears. I am thinking about her...I want to talk to
her...but I know if I talk to her it will only hurt me
more. I am falling in love with her. I am already in love
with her. I mean I really am. Not some simple little
crush...I mean I love her. I want to be with her the rest
of my life...but I could never ask her that much. I mean if
we knew eachother a little more, we were older, and it was
leagal, I would ask her to spend the rest of her life with
me. If I can't have her in my life as a lover and a best
friend...then the only thing that I ask of "God" is that he
at least allows her to be in my life. They say you never
get over your first love...I hope I don't have to find out
the hard way because I want my love to be with me for
always.

ALWAYS....I will always love her