Sweet Child
Sweet Life
Music For The Loser's Heart
1)Angels F*ck
I woke up, morning
I woke up dead today
I aged a thousand years or more
I flinch when you are nice
You kill me with a single word
When angels fuck and devils kiss, I'm sure
I'll bask in your forever
You just waste my time
I want to drag you down, down with me
I wanted to help, to help destroy the world
I wanted to be that, to be that special girl
Everybody's got a little something to hide, but me
Everybody's got a little someone to crush, but me
I'm living in a human teenage mediocrity
Everybody's got a little someone to trust, but me
I dreamed that I was you
I dreamed your ego died
Sad who loves you more than I do
I know you lied
I'll bask in your forever
Fucking waste of time
Angels fuck and devils screw
I wanted to heal me and then destroy the world
Piss in your heart and be that, and be that special girl
Everybody's got a little something to hide but me
Everybody's got a little someone to crush but me
I'm living in a teenage negative mediocrity
Everybody's got a little someone to trust but me
But me, but you
Not me
Hate you
Love me, love me, hate you
Want me, fuck you, hate me
Kill you
Fuck me, like you, want me
Like you want you fuck you
Fuck me, fuck you, fuck you fuck you fuck me
Fuck you, fuck me, fuck you fuck you fuck me (you never
loved me)
Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you fuck you fuck me
I will never make it better
I will never make it better
It will always hurt you fucking asshole
2)Rabbiteen
He said that he would stay forever
Forever wasn't very long
He said that he would take the high road
He thought that I was always wrong
Cause when he lied it meant he loved me
And when he lied it meant he cared
And when he lied it meant he loved me
Cause when he lied it meant that he was there
He said that he would go his own way
Wrapped up my leg and down my spine
He said that he would be the fairest
Drenched in blood and turpentine
Cause when he lied it meant he loved me
And when he lied it meant he cared
And when he lied it meant he loved me
Cause when he lied it meant that he was there
I am never going back, I don't care what he said
I wish he could see the hate in my head (3x)
I am never going back, I don't care what he said
I wish he could see the hate...
He said that he would tell no secrets
He said that he would never lie
He said that he would spring eternal
He said that he would never die.
Cause when he lied it meant he loved me
And when he lied it meant he cared
And when he lied it meant he loved me
Cause when he lied it meant that he was there
Cause when he lied it meant he loved me
And when he lied it meant he cared
And when he lied it meant he loved me
Cause when he lied it meant that
He was
He was
He was
HE WAS THERE
3)Break Of Your Car
Tender moments with a burnt-out cigarette
I'm dying to know what doesn't happen next
Your drunken kisses leave a bitter taste on my lips
It doesn't feel like me anymore, no lover coming to the door
To rescue me in the middle of the night
And I don't understand and I don't give a damn 'cause it's
making no sense to me
And I'm caught in between your lies and my dreams and
there's no out that I can see
Maybe the sound of your voice or the brake of your car or a
little more than everything
'Cause it's driving me crazy and I can't understand 'cause
it's making no sense to me
Life becomes one long infomercial
Selling junk only cowards will buy
I'm sitting here figuring and wondering why
Somehow I've asked all the wrong questions
'Cause you've had none of the answers
That these blinded eyes were looking for in you
And I don't want to be the one you're not thinking of
And I don't want to be anywhere not near you
I'm sorry if I'm a little confused if you're leaving
Did you ever think that was the wrong thing to do?
4)My Beautiful
Wake up every morning to the sound of the radio screaming
6:30, 7:30, 8 o'clock and I got to leave
Walk out on the street with nothing on except the shame of
last night
And a number in my hand of a man I don't really need
Where do I fit in
Where is my place here
What do I need to say, what do you want to hear
Where do I fit in
If she's in your bed
Where is my beautiful
Late night, long day, doesn't make much difference to me
anyway
You called, I answered, but baby I'm only half awake
Hush little one with you here everything is going to be
okay
Is all you say but what if things don't go that way
Where do I fit in
Where is my place here
What do I need to say, what do you want to hear
Where do I fit in
If she's in your bed
Where is my beautiful
It's over, we both know, we're both tired of playing the
parts
I said goodbye, you said oh well nothing's really lost
Call every now and then just to hear your voice talk to me
You still say everything's alright but it's not and that's
something that you're too blind to see
Where do I fit in
Where is my place here
What do I need to say, what do you want to hear
Where do I fit in
If she's in your bed
Where is my beautiful
Where do I fit in
Where is my place here
What do I need to say, what do you want to hear
Where do I fit in
If she's in your bed
Where is my beautiful
5)These Days
She says, some nights I just lie awake
She says, sometimes I just sleep for days
Smokes another cigarette and looks around the room
What are these days coming to
She says, it seems I've been screwed over again
But that's okay, who the hell needs friends
It's just easier to pretend
Say you don't care and watch for the end
One more night is all she thinks and then, I'll leave
I won't come back, no not this time but I'm too weak
All those things he said to me, where's that girl I used to
be
One more night, one more night, and then I'll leave
She walks in one second too soon Silence uncovers the room
She looks to him in disarray
He says I'm not sorry and turns away
He says I'm tired of hearing you bitch
You're nothing more than a stupid trick
You're not even worth the price I paid
Get out of my life, get out of the way
One more night is all she thinks and then, I'll leave
I won't come back, no not this time but I'm too weak
All those things he said to me, where's that girl I used to
be
One more night, one more night, and then I'll leave
She's standing on the balcony saying look this is my
destiny
One more step and I'll finally be free
He says if you want my help I'll give you that extra step
She just turns and walks back to their bed
One more night is all she thinks and then, I'll leave
I won't come back, no not this time but I'm too weak
All those things he said to me, where's that girl I used to
be
One more night, one more night, and then I'll leave
6)When I Am Queen:
When i am queen I will insist with perfect scars upon my
wrists
that everything you once held dear is taken away from you.
When I am queen sweet girlscout's face and not a one will
fall from grace
If all their hearts I could replace
But until then I'll have to
Drown drown drown myself (2x)
Drown drown drown myself DROWN
When i am queen on royal thrown
Made out of parts of broken bones
Of all the devils I have known
That sucked the angels dry
When i am queen i'll have my way
I'll make it drowning dollie day
And all the tears that we have cried
Will suck back in out our eyes
Drown drown drown myself (2x)
Drown Drown Drown myself DROWN
Hush baby hush baby hush baby go to sleep
Hush baby hush baby hush baby
I'll make it BE
When I am queen I will not wait
My body type will still be great
I will not leave it up to fate
Because I hate you too
When i am queen they all will see
The patron Saint of Self Injury
The glitter sores will heal themselves
I'll play the part of someone else
Drown drown drown myself (3x)
Drown drown drown myself DROWN
7)Property Of Goatf****er
Mommy's in the closet finding God
I'm on my knees finding you
Bring myself just low enough
To do what you want me to do
I don't care
What you have to say
I'd rather fail
And do it my way
False smiles so no one can see
Everything they hate is every part of me
I just want to live my life
They just want to hear they're right
I don't care
What you have to say
I'd rather fail
And do it my way
I don't care
What you have to say
I'd rather fail
And do it my way
8)Cinnamon Spider:
A witch will burn
When she's thrown into the fire
Not her she'll peel and writhe but never expire
She crawls on webs of lies
I die up inside her
To take what's mine
That bitch the cinnamon spider
I won't try and every time I tell her that lie
I live without guilt
And I won't cry
And i hope you love your life
And live with your guilt
Consumed by hate and guilt
She'll never retire
Too old to fix, too dead to ever acquire
Slit wrists - talk shit
But she'll never inspire a plan to save herself
The cinnamon spider
I won't try
and every time time I tell that lie
I live without guilt
And I won't cry
And I hope you love your life and live without guilt
Bite heads off those who fall and try to imply her
Forlorn despised
I am the cinnamon spider
I won't try
And every time I tell that lie
I live without guilt
And I won't try
And i hope you love your life
And live with your guilt
And i am fine
And i'll learn to take what's mine
And live without guilt
Oh yeah
9)Clear Hearts Grey Flowers
Your mouth is like a funeral
Where words go to die
Your mouth is like a funeral
Where kisses go to die
I'm not the girl that stopped and stared
I'm not the girl that lied
Your mouth is like a funeral
Where kisses go to die
This is what you want, this is what you get (3x)
This is what you got
This is what you want, this is what you get (3x)
This is what you get from me
Your mouth is like an open sore
Where words blister and die
Your mouth is like an open sore
Where kisses rot and die
I'm not the girl that stopped and stared
I'm not the girl that lied
Your mouth is like an open sore
Where kisses rot and die
This is what you want, this is what you get (3x)
This is what you got
This is what you want, this is what you get (3x)
This is what you get from me
Clear hearts grey flowers (2x)
Clear hearts grey...
This is what you want this is what you get (3x)
This is what you want, this is what you want
This is what you wanted
This is what you want this is what you get (4x)
Fuck you
This is what you want this is what you get (3x)
This is what you want, this is what you want
This is what you wanted
Fuck you
This is what you want this is what you get (3x)
This is what you want from me
This is all that's left
From Me
Good-bye, I will always love you
10)Choke
Yeah, Choke!
I feel your breath upon my neck
You're bleeding
Desperate to see you in my rage
Love, hate, lust
It's all the same
When you go down
I wanna...
I wanna...
I wanna...
CHOKE YOU!
Choke, choke, I choke you
Angry grip around your neck
You feel black and blue
Angry grip around your neck
As I choke you
Innocence fuels my foolish mind
Kiss and scrape ivory, revenge is mine
Love, hate, lust it's all the same
As you go down
I wanna...
I wanna...
I wanna...
CHOKE YOU!
Choke, choke, I choke you
Angry grip around your neck
You feel black and blue
Angry grip around your neck
As I choke you
Devious intentions drip down your spine
Blue babe's gasping, revenge is mine
Love, hate, lust it's all the same
When you fall down
I wanna...
I wanna...
I wanna...
CHOKE YOU!
Choke, choke, I choke you
Angry grip around your neck
You feel black and blue
Angry grip around your neck
As I choke you
Choke!
11)I Hear
Curtains swaying the windows closed
Ghost of the wind knocking at my door
Is that you checking on me
Bring the fire to set me free
Chill my body make it cold
Warm me up and let me go
I hear voices in the air
It's too strange no one's ever there
Little drummer play my march
Bring your beat, drown out the dark
Ghosts waiting above my grave
The cold washing souls away
Chill my body make it cold
Warm me up and let me go
I hear voices in the air
It's too strange no one's ever there
And I question the only questions I already knew the
answers to
So I wish I could count quietly in a crowded room till we
were only standing there
In another time, life, and place
And the only thing one could hear was the soft whisper of
4, 3, 2
Chill my body make it cold
Warm me up and let me go
I hear voices in the air
It's too strange no one's ever there
12)5:30 Saturday Morning
We fell in love at first glance
When our eyes met and our hearts raced
But nothing ever lasts in this life
So it ends there and I'm sittin' here
With this bottle of wine in one hand
And a cigarette in the other
The only thing on my body
Is the impression of you
So maybe I'm not a dreamer
But I'm too realistic to ask myself that
And maybe you weren't looking at me
But at some her behind my shoulder
With this bottle of wine in one hand
And a cigarette in the other
The only thing on my body
Is the impression of you
I'm with this bottle...
It's a little cold where I'm sitting
Yet you seem so warm up there
And the emotions just pouring through
But I don't know from who to where
With this bottle of wine in one hand
And a cigarette in the other
The only thing on my body
Is the impression of you
We fell in love at first glance
When out eyes and our hearts raced
*For the love I lost
*For the death that will become us
