Sweet Child

Sweet Life
2002-01-14 05:06:26 (UTC)

Music For The Loser's Heart

1)Angels F*ck

I woke up, morning
I woke up dead today
I aged a thousand years or more
I flinch when you are nice
You kill me with a single word
When angels fuck and devils kiss, I'm sure

I'll bask in your forever
You just waste my time
I want to drag you down, down with me
I wanted to help, to help destroy the world
I wanted to be that, to be that special girl

Everybody's got a little something to hide, but me
Everybody's got a little someone to crush, but me
I'm living in a human teenage mediocrity
Everybody's got a little someone to trust, but me

I dreamed that I was you
I dreamed your ego died
Sad who loves you more than I do
I know you lied

I'll bask in your forever
Fucking waste of time
Angels fuck and devils screw

I wanted to heal me and then destroy the world
Piss in your heart and be that, and be that special girl

Everybody's got a little something to hide but me
Everybody's got a little someone to crush but me
I'm living in a teenage negative mediocrity
Everybody's got a little someone to trust but me

But me, but you
Not me
Hate you
Love me, love me, hate you
Want me, fuck you, hate me
Kill you
Fuck me, like you, want me
Like you want you fuck you
Fuck me, fuck you, fuck you fuck you fuck me
Fuck you, fuck me, fuck you fuck you fuck me (you never
loved me)
Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you fuck you fuck me

I will never make it better
I will never make it better
It will always hurt you fucking asshole

2)Rabbiteen

He said that he would stay forever
Forever wasn't very long
He said that he would take the high road
He thought that I was always wrong

Cause when he lied it meant he loved me
And when he lied it meant he cared
And when he lied it meant he loved me
Cause when he lied it meant that he was there

He said that he would go his own way
Wrapped up my leg and down my spine
He said that he would be the fairest
Drenched in blood and turpentine

Cause when he lied it meant he loved me
And when he lied it meant he cared
And when he lied it meant he loved me
Cause when he lied it meant that he was there

I am never going back, I don't care what he said
I wish he could see the hate in my head (3x)
I am never going back, I don't care what he said
I wish he could see the hate...

He said that he would tell no secrets
He said that he would never lie
He said that he would spring eternal
He said that he would never die.

Cause when he lied it meant he loved me
And when he lied it meant he cared
And when he lied it meant he loved me
Cause when he lied it meant that he was there

Cause when he lied it meant he loved me
And when he lied it meant he cared
And when he lied it meant he loved me
Cause when he lied it meant that
He was
He was
He was
HE WAS THERE

3)Break Of Your Car

Tender moments with a burnt-out cigarette
I'm dying to know what doesn't happen next
Your drunken kisses leave a bitter taste on my lips
It doesn't feel like me anymore, no lover coming to the door
To rescue me in the middle of the night

And I don't understand and I don't give a damn 'cause it's
making no sense to me
And I'm caught in between your lies and my dreams and
there's no out that I can see
Maybe the sound of your voice or the brake of your car or a
little more than everything
'Cause it's driving me crazy and I can't understand 'cause
it's making no sense to me

Life becomes one long infomercial
Selling junk only cowards will buy
I'm sitting here figuring and wondering why
Somehow I've asked all the wrong questions
'Cause you've had none of the answers
That these blinded eyes were looking for in you

And I don't want to be the one you're not thinking of
And I don't want to be anywhere not near you
I'm sorry if I'm a little confused if you're leaving
Did you ever think that was the wrong thing to do?

4)My Beautiful

Wake up every morning to the sound of the radio screaming
6:30, 7:30, 8 o'clock and I got to leave
Walk out on the street with nothing on except the shame of
last night
And a number in my hand of a man I don't really need

Where do I fit in
Where is my place here
What do I need to say, what do you want to hear
Where do I fit in
If she's in your bed
Where is my beautiful

Late night, long day, doesn't make much difference to me
anyway
You called, I answered, but baby I'm only half awake
Hush little one with you here everything is going to be
okay
Is all you say but what if things don't go that way

Where do I fit in
Where is my place here
What do I need to say, what do you want to hear
Where do I fit in
If she's in your bed
Where is my beautiful

It's over, we both know, we're both tired of playing the
parts
I said goodbye, you said oh well nothing's really lost
Call every now and then just to hear your voice talk to me
You still say everything's alright but it's not and that's
something that you're too blind to see

Where do I fit in
Where is my place here
What do I need to say, what do you want to hear
Where do I fit in
If she's in your bed
Where is my beautiful

Where do I fit in
Where is my place here
What do I need to say, what do you want to hear
Where do I fit in
If she's in your bed
Where is my beautiful

5)These Days

She says, some nights I just lie awake
She says, sometimes I just sleep for days
Smokes another cigarette and looks around the room
What are these days coming to
She says, it seems I've been screwed over again
But that's okay, who the hell needs friends
It's just easier to pretend
Say you don't care and watch for the end

One more night is all she thinks and then, I'll leave
I won't come back, no not this time but I'm too weak
All those things he said to me, where's that girl I used to
be
One more night, one more night, and then I'll leave

She walks in one second too soon Silence uncovers the room
She looks to him in disarray
He says I'm not sorry and turns away
He says I'm tired of hearing you bitch
You're nothing more than a stupid trick
You're not even worth the price I paid
Get out of my life, get out of the way

One more night is all she thinks and then, I'll leave
I won't come back, no not this time but I'm too weak
All those things he said to me, where's that girl I used to
be
One more night, one more night, and then I'll leave

She's standing on the balcony saying look this is my
destiny
One more step and I'll finally be free
He says if you want my help I'll give you that extra step
She just turns and walks back to their bed

One more night is all she thinks and then, I'll leave
I won't come back, no not this time but I'm too weak
All those things he said to me, where's that girl I used to
be
One more night, one more night, and then I'll leave

6)When I Am Queen:

When i am queen I will insist with perfect scars upon my
wrists
that everything you once held dear is taken away from you.
When I am queen sweet girlscout's face and not a one will
fall from grace
If all their hearts I could replace

But until then I'll have to

Drown drown drown myself (2x)
Drown drown drown myself DROWN

When i am queen on royal thrown
Made out of parts of broken bones

Of all the devils I have known
That sucked the angels dry
When i am queen i'll have my way
I'll make it drowning dollie day
And all the tears that we have cried
Will suck back in out our eyes

Drown drown drown myself (2x)
Drown Drown Drown myself DROWN

Hush baby hush baby hush baby go to sleep
Hush baby hush baby hush baby
I'll make it BE

When I am queen I will not wait
My body type will still be great
I will not leave it up to fate
Because I hate you too

When i am queen they all will see
The patron Saint of Self Injury
The glitter sores will heal themselves
I'll play the part of someone else

Drown drown drown myself (3x)
Drown drown drown myself DROWN

7)Property Of Goatf****er

Mommy's in the closet finding God
I'm on my knees finding you
Bring myself just low enough
To do what you want me to do

I don't care
What you have to say
I'd rather fail
And do it my way

False smiles so no one can see
Everything they hate is every part of me
I just want to live my life
They just want to hear they're right

I don't care
What you have to say
I'd rather fail
And do it my way

I don't care
What you have to say
I'd rather fail
And do it my way

8)Cinnamon Spider:

A witch will burn
When she's thrown into the fire
Not her she'll peel and writhe but never expire
She crawls on webs of lies
I die up inside her
To take what's mine
That bitch the cinnamon spider

I won't try and every time I tell her that lie
I live without guilt
And I won't cry
And i hope you love your life
And live with your guilt

Consumed by hate and guilt
She'll never retire
Too old to fix, too dead to ever acquire
Slit wrists - talk shit
But she'll never inspire a plan to save herself
The cinnamon spider

I won't try
and every time time I tell that lie
I live without guilt
And I won't cry
And I hope you love your life and live without guilt

Bite heads off those who fall and try to imply her
Forlorn despised
I am the cinnamon spider
I won't try
And every time I tell that lie
I live without guilt
And I won't try
And i hope you love your life
And live with your guilt
And i am fine
And i'll learn to take what's mine
And live without guilt
Oh yeah

9)Clear Hearts Grey Flowers

Your mouth is like a funeral
Where words go to die
Your mouth is like a funeral
Where kisses go to die
I'm not the girl that stopped and stared
I'm not the girl that lied
Your mouth is like a funeral
Where kisses go to die

This is what you want, this is what you get (3x)
This is what you got
This is what you want, this is what you get (3x)
This is what you get from me

Your mouth is like an open sore
Where words blister and die
Your mouth is like an open sore
Where kisses rot and die
I'm not the girl that stopped and stared
I'm not the girl that lied
Your mouth is like an open sore
Where kisses rot and die

This is what you want, this is what you get (3x)
This is what you got
This is what you want, this is what you get (3x)
This is what you get from me

Clear hearts grey flowers (2x)
Clear hearts grey...

This is what you want this is what you get (3x)
This is what you want, this is what you want
This is what you wanted
This is what you want this is what you get (4x)
Fuck you
This is what you want this is what you get (3x)
This is what you want, this is what you want
This is what you wanted
Fuck you
This is what you want this is what you get (3x)
This is what you want from me
This is all that's left
From Me
Good-bye, I will always love you

10)Choke

Yeah, Choke!
I feel your breath upon my neck
You're bleeding
Desperate to see you in my rage
Love, hate, lust
It's all the same
When you go down

I wanna...
I wanna...
I wanna...
CHOKE YOU!

Choke, choke, I choke you

Angry grip around your neck
You feel black and blue
Angry grip around your neck
As I choke you

Innocence fuels my foolish mind
Kiss and scrape ivory, revenge is mine
Love, hate, lust it's all the same
As you go down

I wanna...
I wanna...
I wanna...
CHOKE YOU!

Choke, choke, I choke you


Angry grip around your neck
You feel black and blue
Angry grip around your neck
As I choke you

Devious intentions drip down your spine
Blue babe's gasping, revenge is mine
Love, hate, lust it's all the same
When you fall down

I wanna...
I wanna...
I wanna...
CHOKE YOU!

Choke, choke, I choke you

Angry grip around your neck
You feel black and blue
Angry grip around your neck
As I choke you
Choke!

11)I Hear

Curtains swaying the windows closed
Ghost of the wind knocking at my door
Is that you checking on me
Bring the fire to set me free

Chill my body make it cold
Warm me up and let me go
I hear voices in the air
It's too strange no one's ever there

Little drummer play my march
Bring your beat, drown out the dark
Ghosts waiting above my grave
The cold washing souls away

Chill my body make it cold
Warm me up and let me go
I hear voices in the air
It's too strange no one's ever there

And I question the only questions I already knew the
answers to
So I wish I could count quietly in a crowded room till we
were only standing there
In another time, life, and place
And the only thing one could hear was the soft whisper of
4, 3, 2

Chill my body make it cold
Warm me up and let me go
I hear voices in the air
It's too strange no one's ever there

12)5:30 Saturday Morning

We fell in love at first glance
When our eyes met and our hearts raced
But nothing ever lasts in this life
So it ends there and I'm sittin' here

With this bottle of wine in one hand
And a cigarette in the other
The only thing on my body
Is the impression of you

So maybe I'm not a dreamer
But I'm too realistic to ask myself that
And maybe you weren't looking at me
But at some her behind my shoulder

With this bottle of wine in one hand
And a cigarette in the other
The only thing on my body
Is the impression of you

I'm with this bottle...

It's a little cold where I'm sitting
Yet you seem so warm up there
And the emotions just pouring through
But I don't know from who to where

With this bottle of wine in one hand
And a cigarette in the other
The only thing on my body
Is the impression of you

We fell in love at first glance
When out eyes and our hearts raced

*For the love I lost
*For the death that will become us