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Bertie Bott's Every Flavor Bean
2002-01-14 04:44:17 (UTC)

life in general

So I'm at college (2nd semester) and have too much to
do...which is not a good thing for a lazy bum like me. I
love to read...hate writing but I keep a writen journal
anyway. I'm an odd mix of everything and it's usually great
to be that way. Right now life is not so great because I"m
clashing with people...friends...that I care about who I
think care about me, but who hurt my feelings....and I sort
of worry that maybe I hurt their feelings without knowing I
did...I do make unintentional mistakes like every other
human aon the planet. Anyhow my roommate and me are very
different..but we have things in common it just took time
to find them out. Anyhow I thought we were starting to get
to be better friends and were having fun hanging out. But
then she goes and tells someone that we really don't have
a lot in common. She was telling someone about how she has
been thinking about moving to different dorms and how she
thinks that I wouldn't want her to, but she can't figure
out why it would bother me since we don't have much in
common and aren't really great friends or anything and
never ahng out. and stupid her said this when I was in the
room taking a nap...but she woke me up when she was talking
on the phone (she has a very loud phone voice). Anyhow... I
didn't get up till she left...then I had a shower and
balled my eyes out...and spent the day outside getting
fresh air and trying to be happy. I guess sometimes I'm
more sensitive than others, but things still seem awkward
to me...cuz she'll say I'm so sweet and she loves me and
all...but just how different our views of our friendship
are make me wonder. anyhow...I have tons of reading to do
so I'm off.




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