cranberryjuice

Holy cow...WHAT is going on here?!!?!
2002-01-14 02:28:33 (UTC)

craziness

Okay, so out of complete boredom and confusion, I think I
went crazy today. Well, not literally crazy, but it seemed
like it. Just every little thing was bugging me. The fact
that it was totally summery today, and yet summer is so far
off, and that the beach was cold, so i couldn't go. The
fact that i can't wait for warped tour. The fact that I
totally like John, but I don't know what's going to happen.
I haven't liked anyone this much for what seems like
forever, but really hasn't been TOO long. A few months
maybe. The fact that Kati now knows things about this whole
situation that she won't tell me. The fact that Tessa can
miss two hours of rehearsal without getting shit, but if i
want to miss 20 minutes, i get shit. The fact that i didn't
get my honor band music til friday, and the auditions are
wednesday. The fact that sooo many things are changing in
life itself right now. The fact that i don't know why, but
when i asked who a certain person was waiting for at the
play last night, that person got totally defensive. The
fact that i don't want this show to be over, and more than
anything, i don't want to lose these people as friends. The
fact that people are being assholes. The fact that I can't
even stand how much i like this person. The fact that all
the drama is starting within that show, and it's absolutely
crazy. The fact that I am confused. I don't know what's
going on. The fact that I need a B so bad in math. The fact
that i totally forgot everything i was gonna write. I will
be back laters.
Shower time.




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