sweetaddiction

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2002-01-14 01:43:26 (UTC)

mooossttt of the tiiiiiimmmmmmmmeeeeeee

where are you shannon?

this is ashleys family time. family time for ashley.
.yay.
my tummy hurts because i ate too much.
too fast too.
and i want to sleep.
but im not letting myself.
because if im home for that long of a period.
i will loose my mind.
i want to leave.
i need to get out of here.
but im trying to be respectful.
and wait until at least my sister decides its time for her
to go.
donie is here and that makes me happy.
mommy is drunk.
daddy is talking extra loud just to make sure that hes
heard through out the whole house.

and here i sit.
in another room completly.
where ive turned the heat way up.
im sitting on my feet chewing my hair
and just waiting.
waiting.

emily and i are going to go to bob dylan.
and that is exciting.
very exciting.
i need to talk to her and find out when we can buy our
tickets.
before i refund the one i already have.
just to make sure shes totally for sure she wants to go.
it is a lot of money to spend.
im sure my mom would have paid if i had gone with them
but...
i would rather spend that time with my gf.

and if it comes down.
which is has.
to choosing family over emily.
ill choose, emily.
because its stupid for them to hate her for no reason.
and its stupid of them to make me choose...
because you know. girls with boyfriends have them around at
family functions.
but apparently.
not girls with girlfriends.
so...
yes. i choose to go with my baby.
because, she is my baby.

i need to leave here soon.
i have some homework to do still.

xfiles are soon.


"we never did too much talking anyway...dont think
twice...its alright..."

YAY FOR BOB DYLAN!

"im aint saying you treated me unkind, you could have done
better, but i dont mind...you kinda just wasted my precious
time..."




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