redstarfish2

No Matter How Hard I Try...
2002-01-13 22:02:23 (UTC)

you act as though i have no feelings at all

You Act as Though I Have no Feelings at all

I look into the clear, still water.
The water created by my flooding eyes.
I see every scar I tried to hide
And all the hurt still in my life.

You don’t know how it feels to be like me
To be liked just because someone thinks your pretty
When you do something to make you happy
Even your “friends” make you feel so evil and crappy.

You don’t know all that I’ve been through
I have problems in my life too.
You act as though I have no feelings at all
You act as though I’m as solid as a wall

I refuse to be another “pretty” face in the crowd,
I’m going to speak my mind and it’s going to be loud.
I’m so sick of being used.
I feel so lonely and so abused.

I may fool you as I hide behind this mask,
But, believe me, it isn’t an easy task.
With all the pain that I’m put through
I wish for one day that I could be you.

Stop pushing my buttons before I jump off a ledge,
I’m getting to the point I’ll go over the edge
I want a real life, just to have some fun,
Treat me like a person or you’ll be the lonely one.

~Ashley Bott September 2001




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