angryanymore

shut up... this is my song.

we drove to oxford in my car last nite... listened to ani
and counting crows... we went to the movies to see orange
county... lol... it was good... saw a bunch of
batesvillians there... will cook and his new girl friend,
for one... ... they were so all over each other... and they
parked right in front to us! ... oh my god.. i started
laughing so hard... ... then he got up and moved to the
other side in the very back... every once in a while chip
and i would glance over there and he'd have this poor girl
plastered to the wall... it was a hoot!... i almost threw
up.

i found a new garrison starr song... well not new... but i
didn't have it on my computer... it's called "Rebel" ...
(if anyone likes chick rock... LOOK THAT SONG UP... its
kinda mellow... but its got one of those... wow i'm
starting over feels to it... i like it)

mama and i keep having conflicts of interest... she even
made me cry... and it's kind of stupid... i mean... i
dusted the furniture and a day later she starts cussing and
pitching a fit because she says i didn't... well i did. and
i didn't dust around anything either... god... sometimes i
think she can never smile or be happy... i mean... not when
it comes to me. but i guess the majority of teenage girls
feel that way about their mother. then after a while... you
forget your pissed off and go back to your normal
routine... oy yoy yoy.

i miss talking to gabe... i wish... i felt like i could
call him or something... but... katie has him so wound up
tight... i don't want to... ... i mean... if it wasn't for
her... there might have been something between him and i,
right? ... but ... that shows how weak he was... and that
he wasn't ready for anything... and im not mad... that's
just the way things are. and that's ok... i mean... i talk
to kt... and even though she's talked behind my back.. she
pretends to like me... and i act cordial.. she's too far
away to make a big deal about it.-------- my point... i
just wish we could have been friends... ... since we had so
much in common and all. ... but i'm content with things
here and now... ... no time for regret.

kay...
bye

neeley