Bloodstain Sun

The Book Of Counted Sorrows
2002-01-13 03:11:50 (UTC)

well, i`ve had a hard week...

well, i`ve had a hard week.

there`s been a lot of shit going on and it`s all been too
much for me to deal with.

i`ve been really depressed too.

dave`s leaving to florida on march 29th.

me and him might go see linkin park for my brithday,
that`ll prolly be the last thing we ever do together.

i want to die.

i wish i had someone to hold me.

i wish cody understood me.

i wish he`d express how much he cares about me more than he
does.

it`s sad, i always wait for the end of our conversations to
come just so i can read him say 'i love you'.

i had a dream about lisi`s friend cody.

i dreamt he came to the house to see me, he held me...

that`s all i want.. someone to hold me.