abby c

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2002-01-12 21:01:51 (UTC)

i just read some other girls..

i just read some other girls entree and she wrote a peom
that was like "i hate loving you i ahte needing why do you
need her i'm not jelaosu i just miss you everythign about
she doesn't appreciate your hugs and kisses, she doesn't
know how special it is to be in your arms" i dont remember
how it went but it was soemthign liek that

thats how i feel except that girl added in soemthing about
someother guy and that made me hate it

some other guy, soemother guy... how stupid
i was thinking in study hall yesterday how aloen i really
was

i ahet my parents so much "God damn you for that" is what
my dad always sasy- oh good well juts God damn FUCKIN me
for everything, great

and my mom always says "oh abigail" almost disgusted at how
i am compared to her other beloved stuck up brown nosing
kids... i'm glad she isn't proud of me

fuck her, fcuk them both

i dont wnat to move.. i'd rather die than move

neevrmind that though, thats ntohign to talk about right now

you know, i think abotu the same thign differently
everytime i think about it

all the things i've wrote in here have changed and
everytime i go to read them again i always wnat to go into
edit and add thigns, or take them out

but i'm not goign to

i'm too inconsistent

she doesn't appreciate you the way i do.
not alot of people appreciate things the way i do.

i really do hate life, i dotn understand it and i knwo in
my heart i'll never grow up... if i make it, through all of
thsi stupid shit and actaully start to have fun it wont
even be fun becuase by then i'll be an adult and ahve to be
responsible

i dotn even care, nevermidn all of this i dont wnat to
think about it

i want my parents to get divorced, NOW
my father is awful, everything is worse when it has to do
with him

i'm in a down mood right now, i'm abotu to go to my
grandmothers birthday party oh yay...

if i die i dotn wnat anyone to read this, if i died i'd
delete this first

i have to go now, i hate this mood, i hate everything about
it


i feel very rejected right now


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