abby c

wow... that sucks
2002-01-12 04:42:23 (UTC)

ex-girl

i cant ever predict what will happen in the future.
but the things that are happenign now, and will happen NEXT-
i definatly know.... i know what peopel will say and how
everyone will react, how they will look at it and think

anyway.
right now i can think like this:

We keep repeating mistakes for souvenirs
And we've been in between the days for years
And I know that when I see you I'm going to die
I know I'm going to want you and you know why
It's going to kill me to see you with the next girl
'Cause I'm the most gorgeously jealous kind of ex-girl


or like this:

Your wildness scares me
So does your freedom
You say you can't stand the restrictions
I find myself trying to change you
If you were meant to be my lover I wouldn't have to

its sort of both, ALL of the first and the first part of
the second

we make mistakes- we'eve always been confused. i dont liek
seeign you with anyoen else, but i knwo what it feels like-
i know how easy it is to forget soemone when your happy...
it happeend to me when i met you

i'm not scared of yuor wildness, or your freedom- your
outlook... good for you is what i think of all of that

but no, i never tried to change you. ever.

i loved anything and love everything

i'll say w/e though and act like i dont care-
but i miss that feeling, thats why i cant let this go

being with you was a great feeling

i hate being someone of the passed

.....mayeb we were too alike- i mean, we kind fo were
we both didn't always knwo what we wanted (the hard times)
but when we ddi it was great (the good times)... both of us
got really frusterated and then decided to say fuck off
forget you forget everything to anyoen we caught up with

we were like magnets.. the same kind- no matter what
decoration they have, will get very close to eachother but
never actually connect

i hate that
it shouldn't be like that
it didn't have to be like that
it never has to be like that




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