imgodandyournot

harshmellow
2002-01-11 20:35:27 (UTC)

deep poem...

well shihab read my poem.. he just im'd me. i told him not
to read it until tomorrow since it's his birthday present,
but if he's never listened to me before, why should he now?
anyway, it went something like this: (i should have kept it
open but i closed it)

shihab: well, your poem was deep.
me: i'm not going to interpret that positively.
shihab: i was being simple. i meant it was good.
me: well, thanks i guess.
shihab: yep
me: i guess there's not much more to be said is there?
shihab: not really.
shihab: peace.
me: later.

that's that. the end of a friendship i honestly visualized
lasting for a long time.
i don't know quite what to feel.
i'm somewhere between apathy and a freakishly strong urge
to burst into tears.. he's still online, i could say
something to fix it, make everything how it's supposed to
be again, but i don't think i will.
i just don't think it's worth it.

corndogs in the freezer are calling, and i can't ignore the
powerful grip they have over me.
peace.
-jenns




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