sugarplum

I can't, so I'll cry instead

Are some people born to cope and some to give in?
I don't know what I'm doing.
I can't do either one very well.
Fucking reject.
Failure.
I can drag a blade across my veins but I can't press hard
enough to kill.
I can take a thousand pills but it takes one more to die.
I am only a coward.
Hiding in a corner behind a curtain of lies