gaangelprincss

January 10, 2002

Wow, I didn't sleep well last night. I woke up this moning
with a back ache and it still hurts! And all through the
night I am up at least every 2-3 hours to go to the
bathroom. I swear this baby is using my bladder as a
punching bag! But its ok, because I know s/he is there!

I had a talk with my sister today. She wanted to know what
I was going to tell my child about Matt. I don't know,
except the truth. "Daddy decided that he couldn't handle
having a baby. So he decided to go away." But I don't
know what else!

My next appointment is in 11 days. I am so excited that I
think that maybe it is too far away. I should get to hear
the heartbeat of the baby too :) Before my February
appointment I should feel a kick or two! I am beginning to
show. I think I am going to take a picture of my tummy :)

The wonderful blessings of a child...