A Confession of Love
2001-04-13 04:39:01 (UTC)

I am going to try to explain,..

I am going to try to explain, or continue my last entry. I
have set and thought about what happened Saturday. I think
maybe it was the best thing that could have happened. I
had no idea how much you being there for me when I needed
to talk meant to me. Until I realized that I could lose
it. I never want that. I cherish what we have built. And
even more so now than before.
You told me once that I have acted differently since I told
you I was going to back off. I still don't see how, but
perhaps all this can help me. I have always appreciated
you, but I don't think I showed you in the right way. Me
telling you that I love you isn't what you need to know
what you mean to me. Words are not a concrete assurance
and can be doubted. Actions cannot. I want you to know
that I am always here for you to talk to. Even if it is
about something or someone that you know I would prefer not
to hear about. I am your friend and I should ALWAYS be
there for you. So, from here on out, I am going to be the
friend that you fell in love with. Not the woman trying to
steal your heart. I will do that sometime when you aren't
looking lol.
So, anyway, what I am trying to say is that I am here. And
I am not going anywhere. I am going to be the person I was
before I "changed". I Love You!!!