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JAN9/02

THIS IS NOT REAL. ANY OF IT.
THE TRUTH IS SHIT. I FELL FOR IT.

PROMISES OF COMPANY. COMPANY OF COWARDS.
COLLECTIVE CONCOCTION OF HOURS AND HOURS..
AND HOURS AND HOURS. IS THIS FRIENDSHIP?
IS ADDICTION COMMITMENT?

WHEN DID I BECOME A PILL, WHEN DID YOU
SWALLOW ME?

(its better to hate than to care. because people who care return
phonecalls and talk and talk and talk. when all you want to do is
scream. because he lied with his eyes when he looked at me.)