2002-01-10 02:33:22 (UTC)
perfect understanding will extinguish pleasure
yeah. what the fuck is wrong with me. im doing it again.
just like blanking out not thinking about anything not
wanting to do anything just feeling like that again. and i
dont know how to explain it. im trying to not act like it
but i dont know whats wrong with me. im not really sad or
anything i dont even know what i am. like nothing. like im
not thinking about anything important just stupid shit and
i dont know. i get weak and dizzy and i just want to get past this
time fucking whatever. fucking. shes coming over so im guna try to
chill my ass out.