pikkumyy

my so wicked life
2002-01-09 21:41:19 (UTC)

ONCE AND AGAIN :LIER

well a lot of thing happen in that dice nice and wrong i
would like to share it in details but i did an another
entrie but delete it bye mistake so i have to retype an
another one as time is late and get school tomorow and as
it take time to write again gonna go ahead more rapidly....
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well i maybe have to move next year in other place but that
no so shure again so in waiting i have to finnish my years
learn's house stuff (like cooking and blabla) because if
ichange of school should be obliged to live in a litle
studenst room or in a flat my mum get a calling
by the school whenever go back to home at lunch time its
kid of light hisghshool (u work on the morning and get free
time /or activity on the afternoon) and its the lonely
palce where i can studie litterature again because of all
thing i do before like repeating 3 time the same level of
class stop school at the middle half of the last year and
blalaba because the school are not obliged to accept u in
that case and if u get more ur majority so if they accept u
u can't chose that the rules here in france for public
school coze u have obliged to go there till 16 so...
so however im feel relieve glad and sad too but gratefull
about my father at least we care about iam how i feel so i
have at least the consederation i have still request for...
but i will see but that make me joyfull and hopefull
because I see at least an issue to leave that class where i
feel wrong and where i don't want to spend any
graduation....
well kind
of issue to leave my place and to not see my boyfriend
because feel like i have to break up with him...
so a changing thing should be
helpull for me in that way
and that make meenthousiastic heum....
********** TIME TO HANGE OUT WITH FRIEND***************
well this afternoon i saw one of my extremly
besfriend :ROMAIN i saw him by surprise on the bus he took
the same than me whenever we were supposed to see each
other on the mac donald and didn't thinking at all he was
taken the same than me.... but it was cool and we started
alredy to chate there.....
he said to me that he was just receveid his driving lesson
and was feeling extremly happy to get it after 3
essay....then
we were going on the video shop because he was supposed to
give back his video he berowed few time ago....my friend
advice to me a lot of good movie i have to see he know me
well so and know by what kind of movie i able to be
interrest...
that tricky to see how much he knows me? and advice me a
he lot about evrything..... well so to movie i have to see:
-GIRLFIGHT
-VIRGINSUICIDE
-THOMASCRAWN AFFAIRE...
-TRAFFIC.....

then we want in the FNAC and he bought a dvd still wanted
he is very fond of DVD VEDEO AND COMIC BUT THAT IS HIS
world and work like a seller in the comic shop....
well after we want in the pub the \\\"irish
pub\\\" place he
knows evrybody even the barman coze he is an user we took
black coffe both of each other my first i get with him with
the new money and we tak about all and nothing school stuff
love stuff career for him what happen to the others we know
each other was pleasant....he wants to see JULIE too and we
plan to find all our friend we get to higschool like KEVIN
LUCAS ...to hange
out with and spend good time i said to him that they
were the lonely personn at school i was feeling right with
even if wicked stuff started to happen to me there...
so we plan to do something with that should be fun.....
weel we went in a lot of different library because he
wanted to buy a present for his father for his birthday
we met a friend to him there coze she called him and we
went in another pub \\\" KENT\\\" with
MAGALIE she is nice
like
girl
and was still teasing ROMAIN and wondered myself if they
togther ??but that doesn't matter at the pub i took a
KRIEK a bottle its kind of beer with cranberries or
strawborry i was feeling litle bit of
high to drink that but ROMAIN taste a little bit of
i smoke a lot there too....
then it was time to go out i met few people from my hisghool
like 2 arab girl i know by face and FRANCOIS CHIMIER (one
of my ex first bf i get in first year at school) and ANNE
CHIMIER her sister who is in economy .... so well i take
the bus and whevever be inside with ROMAIN AND MAGALIE I
saw my boyfriend (he is supposed to be at PARIS) troought
the windows i was feeling very sad like a betroyal coze i
said ok u lied me ur not sincere but didn't get anytime to
confide it to romain coze i was at
just bustation to reach coze i change of in another...
said hi to them and went of was really to cry and burst in
tears to see that didnt know
what to do or who to call hesitate to call him stressfull
smoke a lot.....
**************LIER*********************
finnally i called me he is a great lier he said to me
-OH BUT IM TO PARIS (HAHAHA)
-WHY YOU CALL ME NOW?
-I CALL YOU LATER??
-DONt GO TO MY RESTAURANT(ok u are there) DONT CALL ME
-I GONNA CALL U....???
he was really in a bad mood and i can noticed that by
voice coze im very sensitiv not bad mood==angry
??? yic what does that mean...
fiew question before to leave u coze its late
IF SOMOENE SAID TO YOU HE IS IN ANOTHER PLACE WHEREAS HE
IS HERE DO YOU HAVE TO WAIT THE OCCASION TO MAKE HISMEL
TRAPPED BY HIS OWN LIE TRY TO SEE IF STILL LIE OR NOT
WAIT THAT HE SAY OK I GONNA LEAVE U
OR ARE GONNA TO SAY TO THIS PERSONN THAT UKNOW ABOUT
HER /HIS LIE EVEN IF THAT MEAN BREAK???

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that all now so much to say that should be for the next
entry but if somoene can tell what things right
just notice that lonely real friend and relatashion ship is
really important and i need that.... not a wicked unsincere
boyfriend
bye for now things coming next.....
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