Justene

Love and Pain
2002-01-09 20:12:21 (UTC)

yea

well acordin to my mom's asshole bf i'm a idoit, and i can't
keep my bf's cuz i'm too much of a bitch! well that's funny
cuz everyone's always tellin me i'm nice. well a few ne
way. i may be tough and bitchy on the outside but my hearts
really sofe and kind. most people wouldnt' look at a hurt
person on the side of the road i'd stop and ask if they
need help i'm always here to help people.he is gettin mad
at me for skippin skool and well did i hear someone say
GARY cuz this is how he started out. that stupid fucker!!!!!
i'll tell u my life isnt' gonna be ran by nobody but me
especialy a man i dont' think so. even my mom doesn't get
made at me. she knows that my family and friends are the
most importan things in my life and thats the way i am and
she ain't gonna change it no matter what.

well a few people are trying to tell me that i'll forget
about christy in 5 or 10 years including her and well it's
getting me mad i've never really been one to listen to the
crowd and well i don't care too much. i love her and it
means more to me than kenny and i really don't care what they say. is
can't change my mind.

other than that i've had my up's and down's proabbly more down's than
ups but i know it will pass. it's more just feelings inside that are
hurting.

i'm hurting my christy and i hate it
she i guess u could could say that she has a crush on me. i'm sad cuz
i know i'm hurting her and i'd do almost anything not to hurt her.
but i don't know how to be any other way with her, but she also
dosn't want me to be different around her.
well i guess i should ge bye bye everyone




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