Sare

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2002-01-08 05:09:08 (UTC)

Day before school

I don't understand it...isn't it always the case that when
you are away from school a while you want to work, or go
back? I do...but I don't. Most people there are perverts
and very hard to take seriously. My only friends never
have the same classes as me. It never really seems
fair...and everything teachers expect of you. Sometimes
your just want to get away...well, I do at least. Because
when someone has high expectations for you, you often have
to stretch to meet them. I'm sure you've heard the speech
given by someone saying "I have high expectations for you
and I expect you to meet them." Why can't people just let
you be who you are? What I really don't like is when you
have a really good day, and you do everything really good.
If you go back to your normal days they aren't good enough
anymore. It has to be like that one day...School, my
school looks like a prison. That isn't just an expression
either. The designer of our school designed prisons. I am
in highschool and most of the classes are in what we call
pods. Rooms with 2 inch walls, where the wall breaks off
is the entrance. The hallways next to the pods are like 3
feet. Only a few rooms are actually rooms. The walls are
gray and prison style, and they only windows are in the
commons and in the very beginning of the building.
Otherwise when we lose electricty we can't see a thing. Oh
and the lockers are yellow...most of the guys are perverts
and all the girls only worry about their hair. I get so
annoyed when I am with a friend and they walk by just to
make fun of us. Once me and my friend were making a phone
call in the middle of the mall and one of the preps walked
by saying "Loser possy in the middle of the mall."
Thinking she was all that, I wish they would just
mature...Is it right that I am? I just don't know if I'm
thankful...or bitter at the thought. I also don't like how
I am tomboyish at heart. I like midevil stuff,
anime...blagh blagh...but I guess I didn't read the lable
saying "restricted, only guys." Well, I don't care...my
friends like me for who I am...so I'll stick to it. Well,
until next time...rest easy.
Sare




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