chevy3800

if only i had a pen and some paper
2002-01-08 03:56:23 (UTC)

Hmm...

Hmmm.... I am straining for something to write tonight.
Maybe just a few words. First I would like to say to my
best friend Chrissy I am finally deciding to finally move
on away from trying to ever be more than friends with you,
I realized over the break that I will never be anything but
friends with you. Second I think i am going to try to stay
single for awhile...try anyway. I really need to
concentrate on my school work and stuff and with my recent
experiences, I am not needing that extra stress and extra
pain that comes along with rejection. I would think
rejection would not hurt so much after all the times I have
been dumped, rejected, umm and generaly chopped in half and
stomped on but rejection always hurts, even if you are
batting 14 for about 2,000 in the whole asking people
out/dating thing. But anyway I am kinda tired and it is
getting late so I will end by summing up my thoughts into a
few words: Never stop loving, never stop hurting, but I
gotta move on cause I will destroy my-self trying to love
someone who just doesn't feel the same way about me, and
never will.


Jared




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