Quietly Screaming

Stupid Stuff
2002-01-08 02:31:58 (UTC)

Last Day of Peace

Well, actually it wasn't a day of peace. I never have any
days of peace, not as long as I am thinking. Remember how
much I hate thinking? Well I hate it even more today. I
like to spend time at home, a lone, just chillin', but nooo
then thought has to come into play. When you are at home,
a lone, doing nothing but an impossible puzzle, you have a
lot of time to think. So I think I will move onto reading-
occupies your mind, and does not allow you any thoughts of
your own. Unless you are like me and you start to think of
something else while reading a book, and then as you turn
the page you realize you have no idea what it is you just
read. Ugh!
A friend of mine who is hopelessly single continuously asks
me if I am jealous of a friend of ours who happens to be in
a very serious relationship, she asks me like every week. I
can tell that she obviously is jealous, but I choose not to
mention it when she brings it up. I, on the other hand, am
not jealous. Contrary to popular belief. Everyone likes to
assume that I am just because I dislike my friend's
boyfriend. But they got it all wrong, I just think the guy
is an insensitive asswhole... not because of jealousy. Oh
well, see the thing is I don't really want that. Not right
now anyway, maybe not ever.
How do you tell someone you don't want them around? I mean
someone you like, or did, or thought you did... Some bum
off the street walks up to you and can tell them to "piss
off" but how about a friend? Sensitive issue. I am
experimenting with different methods, I'll let you know how
it is going at a later date.

Remember: school is cool.




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