SpineshankTool

The land of unknown
2002-01-08 01:07:01 (UTC)

Akira

Mood: GREAT!!!
Music: Nine Inch Nails 'The Perfect Drug'

ok, i finiall got Kitty's present. sniff* it's the greatest of
them all. sniff* it was a letter. ok, the size was more like
a short story, but that's just Kitty ^__^ . so much to say.
oh it was wonderful reading it. since i've yet to get a
goddam box for her gift, it gives me time to write a letter
to send with it. sorry, Kitty. my parents are extremly
forgetful and when they remember, they're very lazy
about it. but it will get there! if only i could deliver it
myself. that'd be great! anywho. the email i sent didn't
say much cuz my head was moving too fast to write it
down. after it slowed down, i wrote two songs. one for
expressing feelings and the other for expressing
feelings in a much better way. the first is written in a
kinda cheep Staind ballad way. i hate theire new stuff.
their first cd kicked ass. but the new one has too many
ballads. but it's written in that way. it's sappily called
'Dreams'


DREAMS

i've had about enough.
it's all i can take.
when it took back my love.
when it took back u'r touch.

and memory serves me.
sends me in this dream.
where i can feel u.
we can do what we want to.

and life, smiles back!
as it takes it all back!
takes it all away, from me
and i'm stripped away.

and the feelings inside me burn.
i've been waiting for my turn.
then it took back my love.
when it took back u'r touch.
when it took back u'r love.
when it took back u'r touch.
left me to rot!

and life, smiles back!
as it takes it all back!
takes it all away, from me
as i'm stripped away!
i'm stripped away.

i take it back
i take it back
i take it back.
i take it back!

i dream of time
slowing down
for u and i

and memory serves me.
sends me in this dream.
just me and u.
we can do what we want to.

the next one is written in a more NIN kinda way. think of
his other twisted 'love' songs. the perfect drug, closer.
ya know? yea, so here is 'Filtered'


FILTERED


i need u'r sin.
sick within.
it feeds me.
feeds my dreams.

i need u'r kiss.
ignorance is bliss.
i knew it's u.
u did too.

and we, fall away
together, u and me forever.

i need u'r sin.
i'm within.
kill myself.
if it helps.

kill my pain.
it's just a stain.
lets fall away.
we'll find a way.

and we, fall away
together, u and me forever.
and we, fall apart
together, u'r in my heart.
(as black as it is)
and we, fall away
together, u and me forever.
and we, fall apart
together, u'r in my heart.

without u, i'm dead inside.
just waiting for the outside.
to follow my foot steps.
from body, my mind has lept.

it's times like these,
i remember me.
it's times like these,
i remember me.
it's times like these,
i remember me.

and we, fall away
together, u and me forever.
and we, fall apart
together, u'r in my heart.
and we, fall away
together, u and me forever.
and we, fall apart
together, u'r in my heart.


there ya go. if u must, just read them as though they're
in poem form. i mean, they are lyric poems, but u know
what i mean. without melody or music. yea. I MISS U,
KITTY!!!!!! AND I LOVE U!!!

oh yea, i also bought Akira over the weekend. i love that
movie. and i got the second Lain dvd. that seriers kicks
ass. i would have gotten Evangelion, but they didn't
have the next one i needed. oh well. next time.


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