abby c

wow... that sucks
2002-01-07 20:57:34 (UTC)

last goodbye

"alright if this is ed, this is my message to you

i read your info, over and over....... this isn't fun, at
all

i cnat believe any of this, i want to wake up

i mena, i'm not gonan be all desperate and still IN love
with you, i'm not going to spend everywakign hour tryign to
get you back or anything- not if your happy

btu damn ed i love you and didn't want to lose you

....................okay thats it, i guess
thats the end"


.........................................i wrote that to
you, i dont think you got it tho, you were too busy with jen
anyway... i wanted you to read it

i'm listening to i swear by all 4 one and i think i'm about
to cry for the first time in a long, long time

READ the lyrics:

I swear by the moon and the stars in the sky
And I swear like the shadow that's by your side

I see the questions in your eyes
I know what's weighing on your mind
You can be sure I know my heart

Cuz I'll stand beside you through the years
You'll only cry those happy tears
And though I make mistakes
I'll never break your heart

And I swear, by the moon and the stars in the sky
I'll be there
I swear, like a shadow that's by your side
I'll be there

For better or worse, till death do us part
I'll love you with every beat of my heart
And I swear

I'll give you every thing I can
I'll build your dreams with these two hands
We'll hang some memories on the walls

And when just the two of us are there
You won't have to ask if I still care
Cuz as the time turns the page, my love won't age at all

And I swear by the moon and the stars in the sky
I swear (and I swear) like the shadow that's by your side
I'll be there

For better or worse, till death do us part
I'll love you with every beat of my heart
And I swear

I swear (I swear) by the moon and stars in the sky
I'll be there
I swear like the shadow that's by your side
I'll be there

For better or worse, till death do us part
I'll love you with every (single) beat of my heart
I swear, I swear,
Oh... I ... swear...

........................................................
i have never told one lie to you, i never gave my heart to
someone else and still haven't.... the thought of it never
even crossed my mind.... i never loved anyone the way i
love you......we both made mistakes and this whole beign
apart thing is tearing me up, you dont get in a fight and
then all of a sudden stop loving eachother- and we didn't
even do that... we didn't do anythign wrogn when it came to
this whoel new years beign apart thing ..................
i'll never stop loving you, please dont forget it... i'm
always here no matter what, we're supposed to last

i dont knwo why this is still upsetting me, i mean- its
over, its done... never again... right? isn't that the
message thats tryign to get across?.. that we never were
really menat for eachother and all the things we said and
felt were never going to be- were all wrong, no matter how
happy and perfect it was at times........ that when you
wiped my eyes and told me not to cry it was only because
you knew there were gogin to be enough tears in the end
(now the tears are comming)......... okay then, this is it

this is my final goodbye


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