lil girl

So damn scared

I'm happy, and it is incredibly scary.
How long till I fall??
If I can make it till the spring... summer will be easy
February is the worst month. Always grey. Dead.
and painfully so.

But hey... there's a possible boyfriend now...
Another thing that scares me.
Do I want a relationship?
Do I want it with him?

You can't tell, really, what a relationship would be.
I know we'd be friends, no matter what...

How do I know?
How do I know??