teal

an attempt to tip the scales
2002-01-06 19:08:20 (UTC)

just staring out the window

i can't beleive how fast this break has gone. i should be
typing that damn paper, not doing this. but this is about
me, so its much more fun.
eating pomegranats (sp?) is hard, but worthwhile. i have
juice stains all over this shirt and don't care at all.
i guess one good thing about going back will be that i get
to see josh. god he is so amazing. i miss him. i love his
hair (i hope he didn' thave to cut it since i last saw him)
and his nerdy glasses, and clothes, and voice and skin.
oh i miss him so much. latley i have felt so stupid, i can't
make things that used to be normal seem okay or as easy as
they were. like eating this pomegranat (sp?), its really
difficult. i can't type. i lost jordan's copy of dcfc
"theres sometihing about airplanes" shit, i have to buy him
a new one. oh will, i can burn it off him when he gets it at
least. i am listening to bright eyes. the words make me not
feel as bad, so i'll turn it up. i need to get out of this
town. there is nothing to do. at least we are going to
desaparecidos on the 18th. yeah. that will be great, conor
is so honest it hurts to listen to . i want him almost as
much as i need josh. i can't wait for tomorrow now. i
haven't seen him since last week, i guess he said he was
going somewhere. but i don't remember.




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