Rawn Aan

Deep Sighs

The computer's fixed, now. Not that you knew it was broken,
or even really cared, but my dad decided to defrag it after
he installed some virus-software, and somehow it screwed up
the way Windows was installed or something. He called a
technologically intellectual friend of his who talked him
through getting it up and running again, much to my relief.
I have to look for a science project online because I'm so
dry I can't think of anything myself. This is really
getting bad!

Back when I was in around kindergarden, first, second grade,
everyone told me how creative I was, and I believed them for
a very long time. But then I was thrown in school (jr. and
high) with all these CREATIVE people, and I realised just
how...uncreative I really can be! Ideas don't come easily
to me. I mean, I'm smart enough, and quirky (or just plain
weird), but I'm not nearly as artistic as I'd like to be. I
love it when I create, but somehow I never create anything I
feel is really worth it. In the rare instance I do, I hoard
whateveritis and spend hours thinking about it, just to
boost confidence or something. :) Like, once I painted a
black rose in watercolours. It turned out (in my opinion)
really well, and I taped it on my closet drawer. Not that
I'm conceited or anything, because I'm really not. Well,
not much. ^_^

When I was in the shower this evening, I tried a new
bodywash that I really like. But when I was washing my hair
(it's fairly long, and it takes me awhile) I looked down and
realised that I'm getting a little chubby. I'm sorry to all
the people out there who really are overweight because I
know I'm fairly slender, but I was once just plain THIN and
I want to be like that again. Anyhow, I should be looking
for Science Project ideas (bleh). 'Til again.

`Rawn f'Aan.