* Karlie *

Awake

I've been keeping myself up because I have to stay awake
for at least 16 hours to burn more calories...
Why is it that I feel so awful right now?
Why can't one day pass where I don't think about food or
how badly I wish I weighed 90 pounds?
Why is that everyday I think that if I don't lose weight
George will never like me or that no one will ever like
me...
God I'm so frustrated... I'm so depressed.
I wanna cry
I wanna die!