ViOLeNtLy STaTeD

If I Told U, Would U Hate Me
2002-01-05 05:11:33 (UTC)

Mornings Dew...

Arising to the fresh, chilling breeze at mornings dew...
The soft, Blue with a light orange, continuously fading,
as the later hours turn mornings dew into
the much anticipated day light...

I sit here, silent, contemplating this bitter cold day...
It has begun, I say to myself, as a new chapter begins in
this so called book of my life...

The pain, the grief, the sadness, the dark, the loneliness,
I repeat in my head, It's become clear, the path, the slow
pain begins as i continue down this path, this path of
destruction...

I feel it, I feel it tearing me apart, inside as well as
out...It has consumed my existence, leaving me no exit, no
options, it has become my entire existence,
It has taken over, so much, that I see and feel the fear
over coming the strength with each passing day...

Even so in my dreams, my mind blank, my body weak, will I
survive...Will I fight it, Am I going to make it...
All these questions clouding my thoughts,
Yet too soon to tell... To early to answer...

That's all for now...I think you get the point...
Self explanatory...Im out
Dee




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