2002-01-05 00:14:14 (UTC)


You know, I've been thinking, and I realized that no matter
how much I may have thought my life sucked, I know now that
it doesn't. I have everything I'll ever need. I have 3 of
the greatest friends that I could ever have, I have a man
that loves me, a family that cares about me and my well
being, and a job that I actually enjoy. Talon, even though
you are far away, I've always felt you here, and you've
continued to be one of my best friends. Amanda, we've had
our rough times, but you are my best friend, and I never
ever want to lose you. And Mark, you've been there for me
lately, despite what people have been saying. I know you
care about me, and that means so much, so thank you.
At one point, I used to say I was ugly, and fat, but when I
look in the mirror, I know I'm not. Now I'm not saying I'm
concieted, but I do like the way I look. I've changed my
appearance for the better, and that helps my self
confidence. There are things that I have done that I think
are completely wrong, and it still hurts, but I know now
that whats done is done, and all I can do is try harder
this year. I'm only human, and I've made mistakes, but
everyone does, and I'm not going to let that ruin my life
or bring me down anymore. I'm happy with who I have become,
and I won't let anything or anyone change that. From now
on, I'm living for me, and I no longer care how people
percieve me. I don't live to impress the world.
~I love you~