Franman

Fran's Thoughts
2002-01-04 22:00:50 (UTC)

What am I passionate about?

The question of my topic is one that has plagued me all my
life. What am I passionate about, what do I believe in? A
lot of the things I do in life come with a belief that
maybe this time, I'l find something. Sometimes I do run
across it. I'd defend my writing to the death, for
example. But I need something I can feel better about
having: enter Courtney. Sometimes I think she could be
what gives my life meaning. In some ways we dont have a
lot in common but when I hear what she has to say to me I
can empathize with what she's feeling. Like what she said
about her friends today. All my life I've kept up this
person that's totally different from what I am inside.
Sometimes I get disgusted by how sick I am of myself, but I
can never tell anyone. Perhaps some day I'll come to terms
with what I feel inside and the image I project to the
outside world. I think thats everyones ultimate goal.

Anyways I'm going to continue searching for my ultimate
passion. Maybe Courtney's it. I sure hope so.

Yours, Francis.




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