jane_doe

a little piece of me
2002-01-04 19:47:37 (UTC)

when it rains it pours...

*sigh* this day is getting worse by the second. i swear.
the basement was flooded, i've made a mess out of
everything i've touched, my computer wiped out my first
attempt at this, and now i'm just too pissed to start it
over like the other one. to top it off, brett and i 'broke
up' the other night. i know, it was a mutual thing, but i
don't know...he really seemed like he wanted out, so i
didn't want to argue with him. i just agreed. i guess
it's true, we both want different things in life, and we
both see ourselves somewhere different (i want to live in
georgia, he in virginia), etc, but i thought if you loved
someone, you were willing to work things out. i guess
that's not the case. to top it off, i've been really
depressed for the past couple of days. i've been trying to
blame it on what's going on, but i don't think that's how
it is. i was so bad last night, that, well, i hate to
admit it, but i cut again. i had been doing so well, too.
now i'm pissed at myself for caving in, but it made me feel
better last night. brett doesn't know, so heather, please
don't say anything.

well, i have to get in the shower. i have an exciting day
of guns ahead of me...

jane_doe




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