lost and alone

don't even bother.
2002-01-04 07:21:15 (UTC)

END GAME!!!!!

Time to meet my maker!!!!!!
I can't bare to see what will happen tomorrow!!
Will my life change for the better of will i be forced to
finish the game with a losing hand??????
FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!FUCK!!!!!!!!!FUCK!!!!!!!!!!FUCK!!!!!FUCK!!!!
I don't want to end it this way!
For fuck sakes why can't i be normal????? WHY???????
In 24hrs i will know for sure. There is realy nothing left,
no purpose, no reason, no justice for the needy. The
question is???....How much worse Can things get in 24hrs???
Can i fight the earge or will i give in?? So many questions
and so little answers! How do you live when your fate is
nestled in someone else's hands or, when any truth must be
masked by some others reasoning???CAN'T UNDERSTAND???
Niether can i, but rest assured JANUARY FOURTH IS THE DAY
THAT VIPER WILL BITE INTO HIS OWN LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Just when you think you couldent take anymore... you don't.

And even though i wish i could........ i won't.


Cry to the heavens to keep me sane.

I will, I cant, I won't..


END GAME!




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