bemine2269

lexi
2002-01-04 00:49:37 (UTC)

FATTY

REALLY THE ONLY PERSON I HEAR THIS FROM IS MYSELF
I ALWAYS SAY I AM GOING TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT MY WEIGHT
BUT IT IS HARD AT TIMES
I NEED SUPORT BUT FROM WHOM
PEOPLE DOUT ME BUT I THINK IT IS THE STRONGEST FROM WITHIN MYSELF
I AM GOING TO CHANGE MY WAY OF THINKING
NOT JUST FOR THE NEW YEAR BUT FOR MY HEALTH
I BOUGHT A CANDY BAR TODAY BUT DEE TOOK IT AWAY FROM ME
AND THAT WAS PROBLY ONE OF THE NICEST THINGS A SHE COULD
HAVE DONE FOR ME
PEOPLE ALWAYS THINK THAT WHEN THEY HAVE STUFF LEFT OVER
THAT THE FATTY OF THE GROUP IS THE FIRST ONE TO TRY AND
GIVE IT TO
SOMETIMES WE WANT IT BUT DAMN NOT ALL THE TIME
WHAT DO I LOOK LIKE A GARBAGE DISPOSAL, COME ON NOW CUT ME
SOME SLACK AND STOP TRYING TO FEED ME
THIS IS SOME OF WHAT I WANT TO SAY BUT DONT, BUT HEY THAT
IS ALL GOING TO CHANGE
I AM STILL LONELY AND QUIET DEPRESSED SO I NEED SOMETHING
OTHER THAT WORK OR POOL TO TAKE MY MIND AWAY SO DIRECTING
IT TO MY WEIGHT IS WHAT I NEED AND THEN MAYBE I WONT BE AS
DEPRESSED CAUSE I WOULD BE FIGHTING THE MAIN CAUSE OF IT
I HAVE STARTED TAKING RENU HERBS AND AM GOING TO FOLLOW IT
TO MY FULLEST
I HAVE A MEMBERSHIP TO THE 24 HOUR SUPER FITNES CLUB THAT I
AM GOING TO HAVE TO WORK MY NERVE IN TO GOING BACK
DAMN IT SO HARD BEING FAT
SOME SAY I AM THE WAY I AM CAUSE OTHERS ARE NOT STRONG
ENOUGHT TO HANDLE THE WEIGHT, LOSS OF SELF-CONFINDENCE,
HURT AND ACHE THAT COMES WITH BEING FAT BUT DAMN I THINK IN
MY CASE THEY GAVE THIS RESPOSIBLITY TO THE WRONG DAMN PERSON
OR AT LEAST IT IS TIME TO GIVE IT TO SOMEONE ELSE.
FUNNY IF ONLY IT WERE THAT EASY..........