ghteens

ghteens
2002-01-03 06:39:45 (UTC)

Thoughts...

Its cold today, then again its cold everyday in the winter.
I started crying while I watched Dawson's Creek earlier
this evening. Listening to Dawson as he talked about how he
felt, or rather didn't feel brought back a flood of
memories to when my mother died when I was 16. That was
four years ago this past september 11th.

I watched the news earlier, each day the same thing yet its
different. Each day their after Bin Laden, each day they
wonder if he's dead or alive and where he's at I just don't
get how this can be a holy war he declared when he declared
it not on a religion, but on a nation. A nation that has
muslim's living here.

My friend Allison the other day asked if anything was going
on between me and our friend Mikey. I lol'ed and said not
that I'm awear of. Everyone thinks something is going on
because he danced with me for like an hour at the club and
well I also *accidentally* felt that he had a hard on and
since Alli's my best bud I told her afterwards. Though if
Mikey had more then friendly feelings for me, I would hope
he would have the guts to tell me, however I doubt thats
what it was. It was probably just a result from dancing--or
at least I hope thats all it was.




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