I hate being me. Why can't I ever have what Stephanie
has with Mo.....or what she feels she has. Why can't I be
the one who Clark wants to take to prom. But, no, I am
not that kind of person. I guess I won't ever be
regardless of my weight. I mean I really don't want to go
to prom because I would feel so embarrassed being with a
bunch of older people but I would still like to be
asked.... I wonder who David is going to take.....
Jesus, if he asks Kelly I think I will go into a major
depression, deaper than the one I am already in. I hate
how all of my friends are dating guys! Why can't I????