between love and hate

there is a thin line
2001-04-10 04:08:39 (UTC)

the other man..........continued

I could have all i ever wanted,a husband that
loves me ,a baby,house etc.....i painted my
self i wonderful picture.and i was obsessed
with the idea......a baby was what i wanted
and a baby was what ill have.and i didnt care
what i had to do,or what i had to do to get it,
anyway i met him for dinner that next night.
i was really nervouse.scared id get caught
some one i knew would see us together,we where
4 town away from the town we both lived in.
so noone saw us.....anyway he asked could he
see me again,i said yes!after dinner he said
call me tomorrow after work.....and as soon as
i got home from work the next day i called him
he asked me too meet him at the motel(red roof
inn).and he gave me directions on how to get
there and the room #
i hung up the phone feeling nervouse and
excitted,scared.id never done this befor and
then i thought of all the pain my husband was
causing me,everything i was going through ,the
lies,the hatred i felt toward my husband.
then i thought of the man i was meeting,
his sweet smile and the way he allways made me
feel important,the way he cared,the way i cared
so i get to the motel and he answers the door
with a big smile,grabs my arm and pulls me in.
puts his hands on my face and holds it in the
palm of his hands.......kisses me ever so
softly and sais....i have waitted months to do
that.we lade on the bed for hours and just
talked and kissed and held each other.i could
tell he cared for me,just by the way he
touched me,and the kisses were gentle and
sweet and giving......needless to say what
happened .cant go in to detail but you get the
picture .....i left that night knowing that
someone in this world cared for me!

untill then saga ends..........
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