Psychotic Rambles
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2002-01-02 15:14:19 (UTC)

ho hum da dum dum dum

well, lets see went to paris for new years. that was fun.
good food. damn. i am so lazy. i have like a million more
songs to put up..maybe i will later if i'm really bored. i
like mike. ha. thats so fuckin wacked. i got a weed
necklace. it signifys me. JUST CHILL. thats my new line.
allah! stop making a big fucking deal out of every little
thing. its irritating. i hate when people shake up their
sodas in front of me. i hate that! and i hate when people
wave thier fingers in my face. i dont mind like a guy
touching my face but waving them around is so annoying. i
have this picture of peter (mini-me..he looks EXACTLY like
patricio, just even shorter. well, i dont mind short, as
long as its not shorter than me. ::shrugs::) doritos are
good. rorie said that to me. he came up behind me and
whispered in my ear "always remember, doritos ARE good"
that was pretty funny. i dont love justin. well, i do, but
hes not justin anymore. he's just not the person i love and
remember. my hands are so cold! i like the offspring.

i want you bad

If you could only read my mind
You would know that things between us
Ain't right
I know your arms are open wide
But you're a little on the straight side
I can't lie

Your one vice
Is you're too nice
Come around now can't you see

I want you
All tattooed
I want you bad

Complete me
Mistreat me
Want you to be bad

If you could only read my mind
You would know that I've been waiting
So long
For someone almost like you
But with attitude, I'm waiting So come on

Get out of clothes time
Grow out those highlights
Come around now can't you see

I want you
In a vinyl suit
I want you bad

I want you bad

Don't get me wrong
I know you're only being good
But that's what's wrong
I guess I just misunderstood

I want you
All tattooed
I want you bad

X- rated
I want you bad

I mean it
I need it
I want you bad

Dammit, I Changed Again

Hey, come inside
While I stand here acting bold
Can't stand to feel this way
Clear out the cobwebs in my soul

This time I turn around
And things have changed
Now I don't feel the same

Start a fight
I can't defend
One more time
Dammit, I changed again

Now I don't see
Things the way I did before
Can't stand to feel this way
Things important yesterday
Don't matter anymore
It doesn't make any sense
To feel so different day to day
(Can't stand to feel this way)
When nothing's changed except for me

Living In Chaos

Somewhere the time was right, could have been gone in ten
This world is hard to fight, hitting you once, hit it again
To know the way it feels, everyone gets knocked down
When you get up it¹s real, by taking it back, turn it

Get on it, up on it
Get on it ­ wouldn't wanna be you
Get on it, out on it
Get on it ­ no one¹s gonna free you
You know, when you¹re keeping it slow
No matter where you wanna go ­ wouldn¹t wanna be you
Get on it, up on it
It's on ­ we're living in chaos

Somewhere along the line, things get chipped away
This place keeps going down, gets a little worse every day
I see hate and greed, this world¹s a messed up town
Embrace the pain and see, by taking it back, you turn it

Special Delivery

Hey now do you see me down the way
Been watching you everyday
In my car on your street is where I stay
I know you better that way
One day I'll be meeting you for real
You'll feel bad like I feel

It'll blow you away - You're gonna fall for me
And the voices told me
To blow you away - You're gonna fall for me

Hey now well I'm knocking on your door
This special delivery is yours
My infatuation it's true
Hello, I got something for you

It¹ll blow you away ­ You're gonna fall for me
And the voices told me
To blow you away ­ You're gonna fall for me
If you hadn't sold me
I'd still be away ­ You're right in front of me
Then, I'll be on my way
Breathing you okay

Can't break from my sins
Cannot pray

But you can't kill a man when he's got no hope
You can't kill a man when he's got no hope

One Fine Day

If I had a perfect day
I would have it start this way
Open up the fridge and have a tall boy

Then I'd meet up with my friends
Head out to the game again
We don't even really care who wins
Now excitement seems to grow
When we're hangin' with the bro's
When we're chillin' and we pound a case of Stroh's
Now the game is cool to see
You can "High 5" on TV
Count the riot on the one two three
Operation is in sight
And the field is open wide
When you break it then you know you're still alive
If the cops don't make you pay
And you make your getaway
Then you know
That's one fine day

On that day before we're through
We could torch a car or two
Then have ourselves another tall boy

Water hoses and batons
That's the real game that's on
I don't really give a shit who wins

I believe it's my god-given right
To destroy everything in my sight
Cause it never gets dull, it never gets old
The only thing it gets is more bold
Drinkin', fightin', going to the game
In our world it's a way to stay sane
If you're asking me
To have it my way, I'd say that's
One fine day

All Along

Deep inside secret¹s burning
I Should have known all the while what¹s true
I went along, to fool myself
Can¹t go on, I can¹t escape it

All along
I think I really knew
It was there in the words unspoken
All along
Still believed in you
Now I stand here betrayed and broken

Close my eyes from the burning
All along all the while it¹s true
Take it on, or turn your back
Either way, you can¹t escape it

Denial, Revisited

So here we go
Having the same old fight again
There she goes
Same old game that never ends If I could say
The right words
I know I could make you stay
If I could say
The right words
Things would work out all right

And if you go
I won't believe
That it's forever

And you can go
But I'll never leave
Cause it's not over

Replay last night
Talking it out don't make it right
I know she's tried, but my whole world
Is her and all we've got now

And if you go
I won't believe
That it's forever

I won't let go
Even if she say that it's over
I know it'll be
Different this time
If you'd just stay

And when we wrote this story
How did it end?
It was you and me for all our lives
Come on, don¹t say it
We'll try again
And if I'd just hold you
We could last

But she stands softly
Tears down her face
Hitting me, oh god
This is the end
I'd wait here for
But there's nothing more now I can do
How did you know
How did you know
How did you know


Now I could lie by your side
All serrated for you
Down below cancer grows
Weeping waits inside you too
All our rage begs a stage
It's a waste of time though
And you style seems worthwhile
But this lonely road has turned And you faded there
They pretend to care
Vultures waiting
If you don't like me
Certify Me Yeah ­ I don't know
Yeah ­ I won't go
Yeah ­ save it I'm okay

And in the sun a loaded gun
Makes for conversation
All the while in denial
It's too late for me to change

And you were unchained
Nothing more had changed
I could fake it
If you still hate me
Confiscate me

Oh we're jaded ­ I don't know
Overrated ­ I won't go
All serrated ­ Save it I'm okay
Okay Yeah I won¹t play Yeah go away Yeah save it I¹m okay

Conspiracy of One

Red over white
It's one last fatal scene
Brought on by someone unseen
Moving on their own
Bring on the night
And bring us all to our knees
All are gone and none agreed
One who acts alone

Nobody wins
Nobody hears us fall
Nobody wins
When it's done
Conspiracy of one

well, those are some lyrics for today. huh, you'll get mine

love lots from
wacked out in my life weirdo shit skater girl