XAbandonedHopeX

Snork
2002-01-02 13:47:46 (UTC)

Its 7:20am Have you had your Cheerios this morning?

::Grins:: well, it has been another uneventful night except
for me being alone and freaking out on myself and swearing
that imma die n shit. lol. Been up drawing for a couple
hours this morning, its been interesting. Did some laundry
and dishes around 2-3...Need to totally clean today..fuckin
shit is a mess..it makes me sick. Im just going to let Bel
sleep and have at it. My bday is coming up, woopdy shit. I
so dont even care. Im going to ask my mom for my 3d video
card so I can play alice and for some money probably. Bel
is going to redecorate...I dont even want to know wtf shes
planning on doing. I cant help thinking that everyone is
happy but me...I mean, yes Im happy but..I dont have
anyone..not really and I miss that...We moved the comptuers
and desks into Gerad's old room. We got some of the
bills..phone is like 367 now or somehting..and att is like
200 i think..I have no money what so ever right now, so Bel
is forkin it up. Imma owe her big time. Ive been pretty
lazy on getting a job, Im going to try to get on a regular
sleeping pattern tonight and tomm..I think im going to stay
up all day today and go to bed early...we'll see..Im
wondering if Bel will bring home food..lol. She should be
getting off work in like 3 minutes. She needs to give me
money to go pay her bills. I dont know if she gets paid on
friday and is waiting til then or what...Ill ask her when I
get home. Ive been listening to the same 10 songs since
about 2..3..this morning. lol..I need to open the door..brb
Bel's home..yay..Imma go eat breakfast and clean..adios..




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