diPthEriA*roSe

the inception of shiver.......my shiver
2002-01-02 06:39:30 (UTC)

{***bluRRy***}

i thought i had it all figured out......and then there was
you.
and it's all because of you.
all because of you.
i wonder what you're doing.
i wonder where you are.
i wonder what you're thinking.
i wonder if you think anything like i do.
i promised myself i'd never do this again.
i'd never want this.
i wouldn't let it happen the same way it did before.


and then there was you.
and that scares me more than you will ever fucking know.
you don't know anything that i've done.
you don't know all that was there.
how deep down things managed to run themselves.............
mInD*fuCk
but i do....i did..
and i thought i understood...
i thought i drew the lines..
i thought i knew what i wanted...
i thought i could control......


if only i knew
if only i knew.

somewhere along the way the clarity faded and things became blurred.


.....make up your own ending...
.....and let me know how you feel...
.....'cause i am lost.....
......lost.....


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