* Karlie *

dyingtobethin
2002-01-02 06:23:47 (UTC)

New Years

Well I had no idea what I was going to do for New Years
till that night at around 7! My friend Joey was having a
party so I decided to go with 2 of my other girl friends.
I had to go to my cousins first so I went to my cousins
around 8 30 and stayed till 10. Then I went to go pick up
Lindsay and Michele. I was the designated driver so I
wasn't going to drink but when we got there, Joey was
like "there's miller light in the fridge just drink
whatever you want" I wanted to drink so badly. Right when
I walked in George came up to my from behind and wrapped
his arms around me and told me to just drink so he handed
me a beer and I thought one would be ok since I wasnt
going to leave for awhile. I ended up drinking a lot over
the course the night... I'm guessing 6 beers (and I wasn't
supposed to drink at all!) When it was time to count down
to the New Year Kevin came up to me and kissed me on the
mouth which caught me off guard cause George was right
there. I heard George say something like "hey" and I
turned to face him and said "New Years kiss?" and he
leaned in and gave me a kiss. That was the first time
I've actually had a person I like kiss me on New Years
(Kevin doesn't count) So that was nice. I saw my ex
boyfriend there that night too cause we're all friends but
he was actually being really nice and he actually bought
me cigarettes! Then later on George and I started making
out which was weird because we have never made out in
front of anyone before... the only person that has seen us
is david and that's because he is George's roomate! So if
someone didn't know that George and I have this thing they
sure do now! We made out a lot and it was nice but he
wouldn't stop drinking and by 3:00 he looked so wasted it
was scary. He could hardly keep his eyes open and he could
hardly talk so I wanted to leave but I still felt buzzed.
I told George to go lay down because he really didn't look
good but getting him to go lay down was a challenge and I
had to threaten him by saying I would leave if he didn't
go lay down for a bit so he finally agreed. I went in the
bedroom with him and we just laid there for a couple min
and then I told him that I had to leave but he grabbed
onto my purse and told me no and that he wasn't going to
give it back. He kept telling me to stay the night but
Michele, Lindsay and Leslie were all supposed to spend the
night at my house so I couldn't. Besides my parents would
have killed me if I hadn't come home. For about an hour I
was fighting to get my purse back and finally Michele and
Lindsay were able to get it back so we could leave. The
entire night the guys were telling us to just stay the
night... even selim kept telling me to just stay which was
kinda weird. And George was telling everyone that I was
going to stay! But I ended up going home and I ended up
driving, and I def shouldn't have because I still wasn't
sober and I will never do that again because I was so
scared I was going to get pulled over! My other ex was
pulled over for drunk driving last year and it was not
good at all, besides I had THREE other people with me. I
would have waited it out a little longer but it was
already 5 and they all wanted to come home. I shouldn't
have had anything to drink! Ugh oh well I'll make sure I
wouldn't do it again cause I feel bad. But overall it was
a good night. I spent most of it with George but that was
good... I would have liked it better if he hadn't gotten
so drunk but that's George for ya!
Anyway today was my first vegan day... I had beans and
rice BUT I slipped and had some french fries! UGH! oh well
at least I didn't eat too too much!
Anyway good luck to me with George, being a vegan and
losing weight... I'll NEED it!

Stats:

Height: 5'0
Weight: 115
BMI: 22.5%




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