Nicole

My Drama
2002-01-02 05:19:00 (UTC)

Ignorance

Something that happened to day that scared me and made me
upset with myself.
Well i saw this girl at the mall today and i know her but
not very well. I justknow her from a friend and ive talked
to her maybe twice and i know one of the guys she went out
with. Well i saw her kissing this girl in the middle of the
mall like hard core date kissing. And i was just so freaked
out by it and even more so when i found out that it was
her. And i feel shity for reacting the way that i did. Ive
always tried to be very liberal and open to everything and
treat everyone with the same large amounts of respect and i
feel like i didnt give them the resepect they should have
had. But i do admire those girls for having the courage to
show how they care for eachother and just show people who
they are with out caring what people think and thats
something that most people say is something that they live
by that they are not afraid to be who they are and dont
care what people think but very very few truly live that
way. I know that i try to but i know that i dont 100%. i
really wish that the world could get to the point where
everyone did recieve the same respect both the minorities
and majoity. I wish that the world was at a point where
every race could be together without rasism and ignorance.
And gays and lezbians could show their love for eachother
with out the same ignorance and racism. I think that the
world would be great that way and the way that people are
becoming more able to be the way the way they want to be
sooner or later minorities can walk the streets without
fear and gays and lesbians could walk the streets with
their partners without shame. I would hate to be scared to
do or feel what i want to. I would hate to be scared to
love who i want to and i think that it is just sad that
their is so much racism and homophopia in the world. isnt
love a feeling that can be felt by anyone for anyone love
has no boundaries! So why is it that people sohlud have to
be afraid to love a person of the same sex or to be scared
to treat any person of a different skin tone or religion
like a brother? i guess this world has a lot more growing
up to do then most thought. I think the reason i have so
much respect for gay people is that they face so much
ridicual and hate everyday they show how they feel and i
have so much respect for someone that can face that
everyday and really be who they want to be and truly not
care what people think. Like i said most people say they
live their lives with that same code to do what they feel
is right for them and not care what people think but then
start to joke and be uncomfortable by those who do live
that way! And i feel like i let myself down today by not
following threw with my believes that ive always said i
wanted to live by and by doing this is shows me alot of
other things that ive been hypocritical about but i guess
it just takes more people to be unashamed and to stand up
for what they believe for more people to accept it and sort
of be numb by it u know like when it gets to a point where
its an everyday event in the world that doesnt raise an eye
brow.




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