xdruggie

The Xdruggie Files
2002-01-02 03:03:49 (UTC)

obsession is not just a fragrance

Went to IOP last night and met a person who has been there
for a long time but just not when i was there. Bubba was
talking about how great he could be in the gay community if
he were gay...and she was like gross...and then she asked
me if i was gay and i was pissed and said uh-huh. anyway i
guess i was just mad 'cause she was hitting on Bubba or
something...and he is MY straight boyfriend! ok enough
ranting over that. i should have gone to a meeting 'cause i
was soooo bored staying here...i really wanted to use and
get laid. especially get laid- i was trying to talk Matt
over here-there's a weird story. never really met the guy
face to face but told him all my business online- we just
started chatting over BVS one night. Now he prolly knows me
better than almost anyone (except troy and rick). he was in
B & N and i saw him and we had lunch and then had coffee (i
think i have already noted that my sponsor etc. were wary
of that). Now i can't get him off my mind. He's got the
bear thing going on that i like so much and he writes and i
write and i really want to have sex with him-but he knows
where i am so that is good-i think he would be very good
for me. Anyway watched movies today- walked and then
stuffed myself with doughnuts. Missed the football
extravaganza and am now obsessed with ebay, matt and not
cleaning my room.

oh yeah-happy new year and sh*t!
ml-xd




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